Thank you so so soooo much for all the love and care that you people have shown me after the previous post.
It made me realize one thing, I do have friends who care about me.
And sometimes I thought I'm the only one making the effort to be a really good friend and all. How selfish I was.
Thanks for all the instant messages and SMSes. Really appreciate them all!
I'm sorry I didn't reply the SMSes, running low on credit. So sorry!
Anyhoo, those SMSes cheered me up big time.

Apart from that emo-emo stuff.
Uni is getting better day by day although they are still teaching pretty much the same ol' stuff.
Got my assignments. Gosh. And it's only first week.

*Lol*

Mummy asked if I wanna tutor a 6 year old girl English.



Oh-kay... As much as I like little girls or boys, teaching is sooo not my thing.
It's actually the daughter of my aunt's friend.
My aunt sort of suggested me to tutor her since the mum is looking for someone who speaks English and only English.
Means, bananas like me.
Actually I'm not a banana (I think) cuz I still can speak Cantonese and a bit of Mandarin.

So, *Shrugs* I still don't know.
Might consider about it if she's cute!

*Teehee*

Which reminds me of.......
ROB-B-HOOD!!!!!!
Omg you people should go watch that show.
The baby is so damn cute!
The big green eyes!!!!!
Whoaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

I just watched it yesterday and I'm gonna google for that baby's picture so that I can use it as my MSN pic.

*Grins*

Then I went to Fondue House again later that night.
And the waiter actually recognized me.



It's funny and annoying.
He came to clear some of the stuff on the table and when I looked at him, he gave me that same ol' grin that he gave me the other day.
Whoa. Char dou.
And I was eating the same thing.

There are some things I'd love to blog about too but I guess it's kinda sensitive.
So I guess I'll just leave them hanging.
Shall blog about it at some other time when it's more appropriate.

Been exchanging emails with Georgia-The-Darling.
It's fun and haha a lot better than chatting with the girl online.

*Teehee*

I love ya girl! Thanks for the support and all.
I miss you loads too. All the chatting, gossiping, bitching sessions!
Geez this is getting boring but haha I really love the way how both of us seemed to click at an instant!
Cheers to cheerleading babe!!!!!!


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Tag replies:

cl3m': Haha but it's very normal for girls not to eat a lot. You know, the weight issue. Haha. Cam-holic huh? Not camwhore yet? Teehee.

eric: I wish I know what is it. Haha.

passerby: Well, take the hint.

carol: Thanks girl! You take care too aight? *Hugs*
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And I thought no one would know.
How stupid I was.
How naive I was to think like that.

And the greatest deceit of all?
I thought I can trust people, you know.
And I bloody thought they'd be self-righteous enough not to do that.

Bloody hell.
I wouldn't do this kind of thing. What the fuck is this? Like, seriously.

Put it this way. My bloody brain is bloody jammed with all vulgarities I can ever imagine and I really felt like going to a secluded place and shout myself crazy.
And I really want someone I can cry to.
Someone I can just cry and cry and cry to and not ask me a single thing.
This sucks.

I feel like going to the swimming pool and swim as many laps as I can take.
It helped whenever I was feeling sad or anything back in Singapore.
Now I can't even go to the swimming pool. What? Soak my bloody face in the hand basin?

I feel like swimming so that no one will know that I'm crying so badly.
So that no one will know it hurts me so much.
So that no one will see my fugly crying face.

**********


I went for chocolate fondue on Sunday night with a friend.
Friend ordered the cheese fondue and obviously I ordered the chocolate fondue cuz I do not eat cheese.
Since my friend was ordering the cheese fondue set, they are giving a free mini fruit mix chocolate fondue.
It's like, dessert.

Then I ordered another chocolate fondue -- assortment of fruits and cakes.
It's actually damn big in size.

Waiter: Oh. This is too big for two person.
Eelaine: Er it's ok. I can finish it.
Waiter: Ohhhh kayyyyy.

Mah lou.
The look on his face when I said I can finish it up was damn bloody classic.
I don't know how to put it in words but haha, I guess only my friend and I will know how that smile looked like.

*Lol*

Halfway eating, the waiter sort of looked at the big plate of fruits and at that time, I was almost finishing it actually.
Then he looked at me and caught my friend looking at him too. (I was oblivious to what was happening)
Then the waiter sort of grinned (I guess) at my friend.
Mengejek la tuuu.

Friend: You know what. He looked at you and he laughed.
Eelaine: What the hell. Is it so amazing that a girl can finish this thing off?
Friend: Haha. I guess.

Then I really did finish everything.
The waiter came and took away the plate.

Waiter: Whoa. Bravo bravo.
Friend: You didn't think she can finish it right? Haha.
Waiter: Yeah. Haha.
Eelaine: Whatever.
Waiter: Do you want a spoon for the chocolate?
Eelaine: Oh yeah. Please.
Friend: Whoa... No joke wei.

And oh. It was one of the best moments I ever had. Haha.
I love sinful meals.

Eelaine: Whoa. Damn full. Teehee.
Friend: You will get full also?
Eelaine: What is that supposed to mean? I'm not a bottomless pit ok.
Friend: Well for a moment there, I thought so.

Haha. I dunno la. I really enjoyed the meal.


Well I don't know about the cheese fondue cuz I don't take cheese but anyhoo, my friends said it's good.
So you cheese-craving people can go there.


**********


Classes in uni has started.
First day was boring and so is second day.
They are repeating some A-levels syllabus.

Like fluid mechanics, the laminar flow and all.
Reminds me of Mr Chan or more popularly known as CCM.
I miss his funny antics and him being unable to tell Deborah and me apart at times.
Bloody funny.
Ironic it may be, I hated him pointing me out in class but now I kind of miss that.



Then I had Engineering Math and it made me miss Miss Tan even more!

*Boohoohoo*

All that "Eelaine huh! Do your next tutorial if you finish this one huh!"

And I didn't know they don't study Complex Numbers in Malaysia's A-Levels.
I don't know. My friend said she didn't study it before. Correct me if I'm wrong.
A little ignorant about Malaysia's education system lately.

Then today I had Applied Chem and Phy.
Kinematics and dynamics. Whoa. All A-levels stuff.
Reminds me of CCM again.
The chemistry part will be during third and fourth week I guess.
Then it'll remind me of Mrs Chai.

It's funny how the classes reminds me soooooo much of AJC although I didn't really like it there.
Maybe it was fun in a way.
There are sweet memories too.

*Happy sigh*


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Tag replies:

eric: Haha. This is called retail therapy wei! At least it's not S$500. Imagine that. I'll die. Lol. PUKU! Haha.

cl3m': Erm I don't need so many skirts but I love skirts so I can't help it. Haha. You camera-holic. Lol. I don't know what language I'm speaking.

qureyoon: Thanks But actually I didn't design this skin on my own. Did some changes but I didn't design it. Not that good.

jed: What cosplay thing! Haha. It's a TUTU DRESS! Jakun. Lol.
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The Barbie Doll job was pretty fun although it almost broke my spine.
I was standing stiff mad aight.
The 'tutu' dress was a tad bit uncomfortable.
But I guess it's all worth it.

The little girls are so cute and adorable.
They even dressed up like princesses for that day.
So effing cute.

There was this Arabian girl, she saw me and gave me this bloody adorable smile.
So I shook her hand and she blushed a little and kissed my hand!
OMG SO CUTE OK!!!!!

There was this little boy too.
He was asking his mum, "Mummy. Why do Barbie Dolls need to go to toilet also?"
It was because he saw my friends and I walking into the toilet.
Questions that kids ask are seriously so funny.
Innocent kind of questions if you get what I mean.

Pictures!


Me, Caryn (My agent) and Bonnie.


Me, Bonnie and Valenie.


All the girls from G2.

After working I went for lunch with Bonnie and my supervisor.
I was supposed to meet up with Wei Leng but she had to stand me up.
She had something to do.

Anyhoo.
I went shopping alone after that.
Jun-Yu was nice enough to go accompany me and be my personal Ahmad.
Carry all my stuff and haha, be my driver too!

Pssst Jun-Yu, nah, I'm praising you here.

I spent close to RM500 on shopping yesterday.
Damn therapeutic I swear.
Moreover, I don't have to carry my own things. Teehee.

Bought a top from Topshop, a pleated skirt from topshop, a top from Zara, a top from MNG and a cropped sweater from Adidas.
See I told you I kept buying skirts. I just couldn't resist yesterday.
Moreover, they have my size. So I thought, why not. Teehee.

I loooooove shopping! Well can't you tell already?



Ah first day of uni tomorrow!

I'm confused.
Maybe it's just me.

Ah wells!
Working tomorrow. It will be a good day definitely.


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Tag replies:-

jed: It will be in KLCC Convention Centre from 10 am to 1 pm. Entrance by invitation. So haha, you can try your luck. Teehee.

cl3m': Teehee. It's gonna be fun.
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Induction was oh-kay.
Nothing interesting.
Just talks and talks and more talks.

But I've gotta say I love that British accent.

Yesterday was one of the most tiring days.
I woke up at 7.30 am and I was awake till past midnight and all.
I even had to bloody rush to G2 to go for some job training.
Will be working for the Barbie Doll event this Saturday.

Yesssssss.
It is a Barbie Doll event.
I'll be dressed in a wedding-gown-like-dress. With pink hairband.
I don't like pink. Meh.

But the good part about it?
I'll be playing with lotsa cute little girls.

*Teehee*

Went for movie after training.
Watched 'Littleman'.
It was one of the funniest ones I've ever watched.
Love it.

One guy, was laughing so bloody loudly that it is so bloody distracting.
It doesn't help that he laughed like a woman.
I really did thought he was a woman.

Before the movie, I went to Borders.
I was looking for some books to buy home and read.
Didn't really find any. I wanted to get Joshua Harris' book but they don't have the one that I wanted.

It was funny in a way.
I went to the information counter to ask for the book.
I think one of his books is titled "Sex -something something-".
The lady at the information counter barely whispered the word "sex".
What's so embarassing?

Anyhoo. I got myself something.
I bought something from the Inspirational corner.
It's titled "A Book of Prayer".
There goes my RM60. Initially I was reserving the cash for heels.
But as usual. I didn't buy what I planned to buy.

Like how I go shopping for tops but always end up with skirts.
Like how I go shopping for jeans but always end up with skirts.
Like how I go shopping for skirts but always end up with heels and more heels.

My mum's been nagging me too.

"Why do you even need so many pairs of heels?"
"Erm. Different clothes, different heels."

I really need to buy more clothes instead of heels.
It's funny that I buy more skirts or jeans rather than tops.


**********


Today, facial was good.
Massage was good.

Other than that.
I'm pretty much annoyed.
Don't bother asking why.
I realized I get annoyed easily lately.
I realized how my mood gets affected so easily.



I feel like I can just snap anytime.
Maybe I'm just tired.
I don't know.


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Tag replies:-

eric: Yes! Retail therapy. It is always good. Teehee. And I love save too! Haha. Right in the face. Teehee.

cl3m': Shut up already. Damn sad ok. But teehee. You still admit hor, Man Utd is off for -that- day. Normally they are better than the Gunners. Teehee.

j-y: I don't wanna watch any Arsenal match with you anymore. Boohoo. And not save with the head la. It's with the face. Teehee. But still, I don't wanna watch anymore Arsenal matches with you. You'll just gloat all the way.
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Something reaaaaaaally funny happened.
See for yourself.



Please don't ask how did I do it.
I still can't believe I broke my pick.



Ah well.
I've got one less a pick now.

No I wasn't letting out on my baby.
My baby is my baby so I won't torture him.

This is hilarious.

The poor pick broke and then it fell inside my guitar.
I was like, "Oh crap. Come out come out."

*Teeheehee*

I still find it funny.

**********

I went to Laundry bar, again, last night.
Met Wei Leng there.

*Teeheehee*

She left early though.

And..........
I got bloody abused!
Wahlao. Pain I tell you.

And it didn't help that Man Utd lost to Arsenal.
Bug off already.
And before that, bloody Chelsea won ok!

*Rarh*



I wanna go shopping!
Anyone coming with me?

Almost couldn't wake up in time for guitar today.
But thank goodness I did set my alarm.
Hence I do not need to rely on *CoughJun-YuCough* to wake me up.



Last night told me you'll wake me up, hor?
Then this morning, "Sorry... Forgot to set the alarm..."

*Smacks Jun-Yu's head*

Incredibly, I can still play Canon on the piano.

*Clap clap clap*



Means I still have my piano skills laaaaa.
Though I screw up quite a number of times before perfecting the whole piece.
So embarassing.



Came back and went righttttt to bed.
Didn't even take my breakfast or lunch.
Just *plonked* on the bed and *snore snore* till 3-ish close to 4.
I know I'm a pig.



Woke up and went to McD to grab a burger.
Then I saw my looooong lost friend!
Not that long actually.
I saw Hamidah Hazeman.

This girl.
I miss a lot.
We used to talk daaaamn a lot when we are having our PBSM meetings and all.
Not forgetting those gossips and all.

*Teeheehee*

Damn bored so I ripped this off Gianne's.

**********

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
You're Beautiful -James Blunt-
(Can I tell that to myself instead? Jerrome just talked about it to me.)

Will you get far in life?
Get Right -Jennifer Lopez-
(Does it mean I will only turn right? Haha.)

How do your friends see you?
Family Portrait -Pink-
(Teehee I'm a homely person?)

Will you get married?
Where'd You Go -Fort Minor-
(Oh no.... This is bad.. It's like asking where has my partner gone. *Gasp*)

What is your life's theme song?
Right Where You Want Me -Jesse McCartney-
(Baby take me on a journey, I've been thinking lately, I could use a little time alone with you. Crazy, Let's do something, maybe. Please don't take your time, You got me, Right where you want me. <-- Heh???) What is the story of your life?
Hero -Nickelback-
(Yeah. Always trying to be the hero.)

What was high school like?
Follow Me -Uncle Cracker-
(Haha! You can't turn around and say goodbye!)

How can you get ahead in life?
Whenever You Remember -Carrie Underwood-
(Looking back on times, I'll learn and grow stronger. )

What is tomorrow going to be like?
SOS Rescue Me -Rihanna-
(Oh bullcrap. And tomorrow I'm going out with you. You better not try anything funny)

What is the best thing about your friends?
Since You've Been Gone -Kelly Clarkson-
( Makes no sense.)

What is in store for the next weekend?
We Believe -Good Charlotte-
(Believe that everything will be gooooood.)

What song best describes you?
My Hump -Black Eye Peas-
(Wuahahahahahahahahahaha.. OMG! I'm gonna die laughing from this. Ain't no lumps babe.)

How is your life going?
We Be Burning -Sean Paul-
(Burn baby burn)

What song will play at your funeral?
Pretty Vegas -INXS-
(Yay! Party everyone. And obviously it ain't pretty if I'm no more in the world.)

How does the world see you?
Don't Listen To The Radio -The Vines-
(I've got no radio~~~)

Will you have a happy life?
Bad Day -Daniel Powter-
(Bloody fuck. Gosh. Mind the vulgarity. I want a happy life!! )

What do your friends really think of you?
Someday -Nickelback-
(Don't know wei)

What song describes the person you're attracted to?
Just Like A Pill -Pink-
(Guess you keep me on high)

What message would you like to tell the next generation?
Sooner or Later -Duncan James-
(Love baby love.)

Do you have a deep dark secret?
Behind These Hazel Eyes -Kelly Clarkson-
(Yeah. Try looking behind my eyes. They might tell you something..)

What will I be eating next Tuesday?
Save The Last Dance For Me -Michael Buble-
(Well. I don't wanna eat no dance. Not edible.)

What will I feel/think the moment I wake up tomorrow morning?
Kiss Goodbye -Wang Lee Hom-
(Awwwww..)

What will happen on my way home from work next Thursday?
Control Myself -LL Cool J ft J Lo-
(Anyhoo. I'm not working.)

What will happen on my way home from work next Wednesday?
Hijau -Zainal Abidin-
(I will see lotsa green?)

What will be my recurrant thought/mood over the next weekend?
Perfect Strangers -INXS-
(So anyone dating me next weekend, beware, I'm gonna treat you like a stranger. But a perfect one. Heee)

How will I go about studying for Monday's classes?
Stickwitu -Pussycat Dolls-
(No classes on Monday)

**********

Friend just said I use the word 'weird' a lot.
Really meh?

I'm so sorry Daniel!
Haha!
I forgot that Tuesdays are Daniel-Days!
You could have told me earlier in the day or something.
I totally forgot about Tuesdays man.

Well you see.
Each time Daniel and I go out, it'll be a Tuesday.
We don't know why.
But anyhoo, we decided that Tuesdays are Daniel-Days.
Heh!

Anyhoo.
His friend's band was playing in Laundry last night.
So we went there to kinda 'support' his friends.

I met Kevin there.
Then I saw Debbie!
It has been ages.

I stared at her until she caught my eye.
Then gave her a big-ass-grin and *hug hug* her.



So when it was Daniel's friend's band turn to play, we went inside instead of sitting there.
Daniel claimed I'm damn lazy.

"Oi! Let's go in la. Don't sit here and drink only. Move your ass la wei."

Reluctantly I went in.
And guess who I saw?

Who who who?

Adam Caruthers weiiiii.

Okla I sound like some high-school student shrieking at a cutie pie.
But he's pretty cute.
Minus the acne scars.
Pssst, he's actually only about 10 cm taller than I am.

And of course.
The mandatory camwhoring.

Kevin came to me and took out his camera.

"Oi. You damn camwhore la."
*Then I took out my camera*
"What the fuck wei. You also bringing your own camera what."

Kevin handed me his camera.
I gave him the what-do-you-want-me-to-do-look.

"I'm sure you are better at this. Camwhore."
"Shut up already. Eh eh! Debbie take a pic for ussssss."

That solves everything.
Haha.
Here are some pictures.


This was taken during Mohan's farewell.
A lil late but heh, still better than nothing.
Moreover it's not my fault.
Bloody Mohan kept delaying things.


This is taken last night.
Notice that he was wearing black and me white during farewell.
Then at laundry I was wearing black and him white.


She insisted we do that.

*Points up*


And I wanted a nice smiling picture of both of us.
But she still gave me that look.


Daniel and me.
He's crazy.

"Oi. Drink faster. Faster laaaaa."
"I don't like beer. Damn bloated. Cannot. Drink slowly ok?"
"What la you..."

Finally went home around 2.
Damn bloody tired.
Sleeping is so good after alcohol.





I think I still need more sleep.

As I lay in bed
Thoughts are clouding my head
I couldn't really think
Into my bed I sink

As I close my eyes
I picture the clear blue skies
In the meadows the horses gallopped by
Out of contentment I sigh

As I ventured into my thoughts
It hit me like a gunshot
I remembered the day we said goodbye
Quietly to myself I cry

As I seek solace in my Heavenly Father
Things began to look brighter
His comforting ways made it all worthwhile
To the Lord I smile

As I face the white ceiling
I can feel my faith healing
In a way I've never felt before
My faith in God I restore...

I'm so in love with that Canon guy.
Bloody cool.

I totally dig guys who can play the guitar like that.

*Points up*

*Teeheehee*

What do you do when you are bored and have nothing to do?
You go to blogthings and do all the stupid tests.
Which makes me........
Stupid too!! Cuz I'm doing stupid stuff?

And now what am I doing?
Getting a Chemical Engineering degree.
I knew it since last time I was meant to be a doctor la.



But ah wells.
Too bad.....

**********

Went to Laundry last night!



One jug of margarita.

*Drool*

Except that......
Not enough kick laaaaaa.



Price of alcohol went up.
So they put less alcohol in the cocktails.



Friend called.

"So where did you go last night?"
"Laundry."
"Go there do what?"
" Drink la!!!"
"Eh everytime you go drinking hor. You sure drink damn a lot one."
"Huh? No! Eh. I went drinking with you also one glass only oh-kay?"
"I dunno la. The way you answer me just now. Haha."
"But it's like, obviously you go Laundry to drink right."
"Well. You can always order Teh O Ais Limau."
" What the....."

And bloody hell.
Look at this.

steroid addict says:
MINUM saje tau

*Points up there*

What is that??????



What minum saja tau?
I don't always go drinking oh-kay.

*Terasa*

Hmph!
I'll avoid alcohol then!
When university starts that is!

Anyhoo.
I really like Postsecret.
How ironic things can be.

And I got this realllllllly cute picture out of Postsecret.




Damn sweet la wei.
Can melt.

*Sighs*

And it's not a sad sigh.
How lovely it is.

Random things to keep myself entertained.

For starters.
I can't be a sloth!
Bah!
And I don't lust?????
Oh geeeez.

And I'm not an angry drunk.
Really.

Went for a horror movie last night.
Pulse.
It's worth watching.
Really.

I kind of thought I'd stop using my laptop so much.
But nay nay.

*Shakes finger*

Came back and still can afford to webcam.

I mean, it has those video thingy in there.
Oh oh.
I'm pretty proud of myself.
At least I didn't close my eyes like for half the time.



Anyhoo.
Japanese horror movies are the best.
They really scare the shit out of me.

**********

I'm getting really snappy lately.
I wonder why.

I snapped at my dad this morning.



Feel so bloody guilty.
Guess it was because I was taking my own sweet time in my room getting ready being vain and then he sort of, disrupted my rhythm.
Ah wells.
Feel so bloody guilty.

Anyhoo.
Brought my dog for her vaccination today.
Poor thing.
She was so bloody scared of the vet.


I was chatting with a friend the other day.
Then I got this:


Somehow I can't help but think it's true!



The happiest news of the week!
My friend's gonna buy me a jug of margarita!!!!
Wheee~

*Jumps around giggling*

Hmm.
You won't go back on your words will you?
You had better not.

Went for Mohan and Xin Yee's farewell in Nando's KLCC on Wednesday.
I think about 15 of us went.
I'm not sure.

Took some pictures of course.
But some pictures are still with Kevin.

So I'll just upload a few here for all sundry to see.

Pei Jun ain't in the picture cuz she left early.
Only four girls.
Xin Yee, Nguk Lin, Pei Jun and me.
Wonder what happened to the rest.

*Lol*

We are the subjects of ASEAN Scholarship experiments.
Kev's in RJC. Oh yeah he's bloody smart.
Going to Oxford.
Xin Yee's going to Czech.

The thing is.
Xin Yee was in the same college as I am.
She even went earlier than I did.
And you know what's the bloody thing?
She didn't even warn me about Singapore.
Pffft.

I suffered enough for that night.
Just for that night.
Cuz it's his farewell.
So yeah.
All the tauntings!
Never ending I tell you!



A good friend.
What can I say.
There are some misunderstandings.
Glad we cleared it.
You are still my ji mui ok.
Thanks for being there.



Anyhoo.
The meal.
Bloody spicy wei!
It's only hot peri-peri.

But I don't mind eating it again.
I Nando's.



Ah!
Midnight movie tonight.

*Boohoohoo*

Are you afraid of ghosts?
Heh!

Oh I'm an angry lil' teenager young adult.
That's the impression.
In general, that is.

*Lol*

Not that angry actually.
Just that I have my mood swings.



I tried asking Mohan what will happen if I don't turn up for his farewell.
He said he'll slaughter me.

*Sweats*

e e [l] a i [n] e says:
mohannnnnnnn
DrMJ says:
yes
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
haha
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
if suddenly i say i dont wanna go will you kill me
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
hahahahahahahaha
DrMJ says:
yes
DrMJ says:
why la
DrMJ says:
ill slaughter u
DrMJ says:
wat happned la
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
nola.. just teasing you only
DrMJ says:
oh
DrMJ says:
u just saved ur self from being slaughtered

Mohan calls himself DrMJ cuz he's doing medicine now!
Of all people.
I never ever ever expected Mohan to take up medicine.

Two more hours and I'm out!
And I don't think I will like watching France play when Zi-butthead-dane ain't in the team.
My eye candy.

Now you shallow bitch.
I shall refrain from mentioning your name here.
Just so you know.
You are being so shallow about things.
This is my blog.
I say what I want.

Don't like it?
Fuck off.
Period.

Quote:
(insert name) says:
if you only write things that you think ppl might want to read... or not find offensive.. you had better just keep a normal pen-paper diary.
(insert name) says:
seriously.. its your life. you cant spend your time worrying about whatever ppl say... at the end of the day... you'll just end up doing what they *expect* you to do... and that wont be fun.
(insert name) says:
like... u wont do stuff because u're scared that ppl would say bad things abt u.
(insert name) says:
but yeah. seriously. just do things your way and screw everything else.

You know what.
Friend's right.
Bloody hell.
Who cares what you think la.
I'm free to do what I want.

But seriously.
Fuck off from my blog la.
Stop stalking my blog if you think it is so unpleasing to read.
Go find some boring ol' blog with nothing then.
Maybe it'll be better for you.

And really.
Get a life.
Period.


On the other hand.
I went to Fondue House.
It was a bloody sinful meal.



Aw shit.
I'm drooling right now.

Anyhoo.
The company didn't enjoy the dessert much.
Why?
Cuz the company doesn't like fruits that much.
How weird.

Went on to McD in Mutiara Damansara after that.

Then went home.
Slept like a pig.
Woke up this morning.
Then went out yumcha.

Later tonight yumcha again.
Bloody hell.
I think I must try not to go out for 3 days.

Been going out so much lately.

Ah shit!
Gathering tomorrow!
Ah pffft.
But Xin Yee is going away for quite sometime.

By the way.
Xin Yee is the other SABian who was in AJC with me!
But she left about a month after I joined AJC for JPA scholarship.
Pffft.

Mohan's been asking me to go.

"Eh. If I don't see you now. When only can I see you. I don't want to see you when you've become an auntie."



Honestly..
Mohan annoys the shit out of me everytime he sees me.
I suffered from his tauntings since form 4.
But all in all, he's a gooooood friend.

Bloody hell.
I'm still not over that bitch.
What the fuck.
One last straw.
Another time I swear I'm gonna screw her upside down.
Literally that is.

I know the pictures are loooong overdue but I can't help it.
Bestie sent them to me just yesterday.
And she even have the guts to hold our pictures back.

"Don't want la. Hehe. Not nice."

Anyhoo. I *heart* my bestie.
All the late night talks.
Just everything!



So the pictures were taken during Kai Liang's last day in KL.
KL and KL.



He has gone to Kedah.

No more Kai Liang.
No more retarded faces.
No more free rides.
No more lunches with him after church.
No more "Booboo ah Booboo" from him.



But most importantly.
My good ol' friend has left me to fend for myself!

*Sighs*

Not sure if he'll read this la.
Anyhoo.




I think he'll be back for Christmas though.

So here are the pics!
Camwhoring involved!

Ain't my problem.
Trying to do something funny.
But obviously I failed.

I even failed at keeping a straight face.
Meh.
And oh! Sleepy eye attack!

The goodfriend and me.

Now you know why I say no more retarded faces?

'Nuff of Kai Liang. Hehe.

Went out last night.
Names shall not be revealed to protect some identities here.

*Teeheehee*

The margarita was damn good anyhoo.

"Eh. You have to order margarita wherever you go hor?"
"Oh yeah. It's my signature drink."
"So which is the best one so far?"
"Ermmmm. I like the one in XXX best but this is good too. But not strong enough."

Played pool.
Kena tapau.
But got complimented.



"Eh. You are not that bad in pool what."
"But I still suck in pool."
"Hey. I'm trying to compliment you here."
"But I still suck."
"You are not that bad laaaaa."



Anyhoo.
It's a good night out.
Oh yeah.
Curfew broken.
Cinderella rules gone.
And I'm back into alcohol!

I don't care if you think I'm alcoholic.
Meh!

Tonight's agenda!
I think it's Fondue House or Kayu Manis.
Ain't sure.

Oh. Steve Irwin, the popular crocodile hunter passed away.
Tragic.
Got stung by a stingray.


No more Steve Irwin.
Rest in peace.
May he be in the arms of God right now.

I just came back today from Sg Siput.
Bloody boring place I tell you.
The new house is so bloody quiet.
It's so cold there.
Not cold as in eerie, but cold as in, there's no warmth.
I still prefer the old house.
Small and cozy.

But.............
The catch of the new house?
It has a mini bar!

Whoopeeee~~~



Obviously there are booze.
But my cousin only have Carlsberg.
I like Heineken.
Carlsberg taste erm, erm, *shrugs* dunnolaaaaa..

**********

Have a friend.
Got cheated by the partner.
The ex-partner does not think it's cheating.
But I do think so.

Why do they even do this?

Obviously my friend is bloody crushed.
I don't even know what to say to console.

Just wish that my friend will be alright.

**********

Talking about that.
I'm bloody fucking pissed.

Why should I even be responsible for how you are feeling?
You chose to feel this way.
I didn't force you to feel this way.

"I still harbour feelings for you. I think you should be responsible for that."

Like mah chee bye.
Why am I supposed to be responsible?
So fine.
I took your friend's advice and stay friends with you.
Cuz your friend told me, "Don't break his already broken heart."
Bloody fucking hell.
What did I get?

"The only thing I'll ever regret is loving you."

You don't regret about loving someone ok.
So heck.
You think I'm moving on easily.
That's because that's how I want it to be.
I do not want to dread about things.
You do not know how I bloody feel at times ok.
It is times like these when friends are so freaking precious to me.
They are precious to me all the time in fact.

I even tried to be friends when you know I'm not the kind who'd be friends with my ex's.
All those effort, bloody wasted.
Till now.
You won't even let me breathe freely.
Please don't come and tell me you regretted doing this.
Cuz the thing you'll ever regret, is already stated above.

This is getting ugly.
I know.
I think it's gonna get so ugly.
Things are gonna get bloody ugly between us.

Went for dinner at Restauran Han-Woo-Ri.
Some Korean BBQ restaurant.
Damn sick of it actually.
But it's grandpa's birthday so yeah.

Had wine.
The wine was damn good.



Honestly, compared to the wine we've drank in Shangri-La the previous week, it was way way way much better.
So smooth.

After dinner went for pool with Jun-Yu.
As expected, kena tapau like no one's business.



Damn sad wei.
Then that place is bloody cold.
Crazy. Madness.

But he's pretty much a sweet guy la.
Cuz he gives way to me!!!!!!!
But haha, cuz I bloody suck in pool, the ball still didn't go in.

*Curses*

Damn jinxed today.
The whole game was damn funny.

"Ei! You see what's that!"
*Looks to where he's pointing*
"Erm. Nothing ah. Where?"

Then when I looked at the pool table, the position of the ball is damn nice.
Con-f**king-firm he changed the position so that I can get the ball in.
The he has this Yes-I-Arranged-It-This-Way-Grin on the face.
But haha. Damn paiseh. It still didn't go in.

Then sat in Coffee Bean until kena halau.
They pull down the shutter and all.
Then only we left.

*Lol*

Wahlao.
I'm bored now.
So effing bored.

I really need to polish my pool skills then tapau Jun-Yu the next time!
Hmph!
Better still, tapau all the guys!

*Laughs hysterically*

Haha!
Talking to Daniel now.
Damn funny!

Daniel Lau says:
u shud read my secondery report card
Daniel Lau says:
damn funny wei
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
serious?!?!?!?!?
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
bring it out next time
Daniel Lau says:
every year i get the same comment..
Daniel Lau says:
"selalu tidur dalam kelas"
Daniel Lau says:
'sentiasa mengantuk'
Daniel Lau says:
haha
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
omggggggggggg
Daniel Lau says:
haha
Daniel Lau says:
hey u keep sayin u cant wait to go back to uni
Daniel Lau says:
u study for me ler
Daniel Lau says:
do my exams

He cracks me up.
Seriously.
Selalu mengantuk!

Seriously.
Can die laughing at him.

Thank you so so soooo much for all the love and care that you people have shown me after the previous post.
It made me realize one thing, I do have friends who care about me.
And sometimes I thought I'm the only one making the effort to be a really good friend and all. How selfish I was.
Thanks for all the instant messages and SMSes. Really appreciate them all!
I'm sorry I didn't reply the SMSes, running low on credit. So sorry!
Anyhoo, those SMSes cheered me up big time.

Apart from that emo-emo stuff.
Uni is getting better day by day although they are still teaching pretty much the same ol' stuff.
Got my assignments. Gosh. And it's only first week.

*Lol*

Mummy asked if I wanna tutor a 6 year old girl English.



Oh-kay... As much as I like little girls or boys, teaching is sooo not my thing.
It's actually the daughter of my aunt's friend.
My aunt sort of suggested me to tutor her since the mum is looking for someone who speaks English and only English.
Means, bananas like me.
Actually I'm not a banana (I think) cuz I still can speak Cantonese and a bit of Mandarin.

So, *Shrugs* I still don't know.
Might consider about it if she's cute!

*Teehee*

Which reminds me of.......
ROB-B-HOOD!!!!!!
Omg you people should go watch that show.
The baby is so damn cute!
The big green eyes!!!!!
Whoaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

I just watched it yesterday and I'm gonna google for that baby's picture so that I can use it as my MSN pic.

*Grins*

Then I went to Fondue House again later that night.
And the waiter actually recognized me.



It's funny and annoying.
He came to clear some of the stuff on the table and when I looked at him, he gave me that same ol' grin that he gave me the other day.
Whoa. Char dou.
And I was eating the same thing.

There are some things I'd love to blog about too but I guess it's kinda sensitive.
So I guess I'll just leave them hanging.
Shall blog about it at some other time when it's more appropriate.

Been exchanging emails with Georgia-The-Darling.
It's fun and haha a lot better than chatting with the girl online.

*Teehee*

I love ya girl! Thanks for the support and all.
I miss you loads too. All the chatting, gossiping, bitching sessions!
Geez this is getting boring but haha I really love the way how both of us seemed to click at an instant!
Cheers to cheerleading babe!!!!!!


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Tag replies:

cl3m': Haha but it's very normal for girls not to eat a lot. You know, the weight issue. Haha. Cam-holic huh? Not camwhore yet? Teehee.

eric: I wish I know what is it. Haha.

passerby: Well, take the hint.

carol: Thanks girl! You take care too aight? *Hugs*
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And I thought no one would know.
How stupid I was.
How naive I was to think like that.

And the greatest deceit of all?
I thought I can trust people, you know.
And I bloody thought they'd be self-righteous enough not to do that.

Bloody hell.
I wouldn't do this kind of thing. What the fuck is this? Like, seriously.

Put it this way. My bloody brain is bloody jammed with all vulgarities I can ever imagine and I really felt like going to a secluded place and shout myself crazy.
And I really want someone I can cry to.
Someone I can just cry and cry and cry to and not ask me a single thing.
This sucks.

I feel like going to the swimming pool and swim as many laps as I can take.
It helped whenever I was feeling sad or anything back in Singapore.
Now I can't even go to the swimming pool. What? Soak my bloody face in the hand basin?

I feel like swimming so that no one will know that I'm crying so badly.
So that no one will know it hurts me so much.
So that no one will see my fugly crying face.

**********


I went for chocolate fondue on Sunday night with a friend.
Friend ordered the cheese fondue and obviously I ordered the chocolate fondue cuz I do not eat cheese.
Since my friend was ordering the cheese fondue set, they are giving a free mini fruit mix chocolate fondue.
It's like, dessert.

Then I ordered another chocolate fondue -- assortment of fruits and cakes.
It's actually damn big in size.

Waiter: Oh. This is too big for two person.
Eelaine: Er it's ok. I can finish it.
Waiter: Ohhhh kayyyyy.

Mah lou.
The look on his face when I said I can finish it up was damn bloody classic.
I don't know how to put it in words but haha, I guess only my friend and I will know how that smile looked like.

*Lol*

Halfway eating, the waiter sort of looked at the big plate of fruits and at that time, I was almost finishing it actually.
Then he looked at me and caught my friend looking at him too. (I was oblivious to what was happening)
Then the waiter sort of grinned (I guess) at my friend.
Mengejek la tuuu.

Friend: You know what. He looked at you and he laughed.
Eelaine: What the hell. Is it so amazing that a girl can finish this thing off?
Friend: Haha. I guess.

Then I really did finish everything.
The waiter came and took away the plate.

Waiter: Whoa. Bravo bravo.
Friend: You didn't think she can finish it right? Haha.
Waiter: Yeah. Haha.
Eelaine: Whatever.
Waiter: Do you want a spoon for the chocolate?
Eelaine: Oh yeah. Please.
Friend: Whoa... No joke wei.

And oh. It was one of the best moments I ever had. Haha.
I love sinful meals.

Eelaine: Whoa. Damn full. Teehee.
Friend: You will get full also?
Eelaine: What is that supposed to mean? I'm not a bottomless pit ok.
Friend: Well for a moment there, I thought so.

Haha. I dunno la. I really enjoyed the meal.


Well I don't know about the cheese fondue cuz I don't take cheese but anyhoo, my friends said it's good.
So you cheese-craving people can go there.


**********


Classes in uni has started.
First day was boring and so is second day.
They are repeating some A-levels syllabus.

Like fluid mechanics, the laminar flow and all.
Reminds me of Mr Chan or more popularly known as CCM.
I miss his funny antics and him being unable to tell Deborah and me apart at times.
Bloody funny.
Ironic it may be, I hated him pointing me out in class but now I kind of miss that.



Then I had Engineering Math and it made me miss Miss Tan even more!

*Boohoohoo*

All that "Eelaine huh! Do your next tutorial if you finish this one huh!"

And I didn't know they don't study Complex Numbers in Malaysia's A-Levels.
I don't know. My friend said she didn't study it before. Correct me if I'm wrong.
A little ignorant about Malaysia's education system lately.

Then today I had Applied Chem and Phy.
Kinematics and dynamics. Whoa. All A-levels stuff.
Reminds me of CCM again.
The chemistry part will be during third and fourth week I guess.
Then it'll remind me of Mrs Chai.

It's funny how the classes reminds me soooooo much of AJC although I didn't really like it there.
Maybe it was fun in a way.
There are sweet memories too.

*Happy sigh*


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Tag replies:

eric: Haha. This is called retail therapy wei! At least it's not S$500. Imagine that. I'll die. Lol. PUKU! Haha.

cl3m': Erm I don't need so many skirts but I love skirts so I can't help it. Haha. You camera-holic. Lol. I don't know what language I'm speaking.

qureyoon: Thanks But actually I didn't design this skin on my own. Did some changes but I didn't design it. Not that good.

jed: What cosplay thing! Haha. It's a TUTU DRESS! Jakun. Lol.
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The Barbie Doll job was pretty fun although it almost broke my spine.
I was standing stiff mad aight.
The 'tutu' dress was a tad bit uncomfortable.
But I guess it's all worth it.

The little girls are so cute and adorable.
They even dressed up like princesses for that day.
So effing cute.

There was this Arabian girl, she saw me and gave me this bloody adorable smile.
So I shook her hand and she blushed a little and kissed my hand!
OMG SO CUTE OK!!!!!

There was this little boy too.
He was asking his mum, "Mummy. Why do Barbie Dolls need to go to toilet also?"
It was because he saw my friends and I walking into the toilet.
Questions that kids ask are seriously so funny.
Innocent kind of questions if you get what I mean.

Pictures!


Me, Caryn (My agent) and Bonnie.


Me, Bonnie and Valenie.


All the girls from G2.

After working I went for lunch with Bonnie and my supervisor.
I was supposed to meet up with Wei Leng but she had to stand me up.
She had something to do.

Anyhoo.
I went shopping alone after that.
Jun-Yu was nice enough to go accompany me and be my personal Ahmad.
Carry all my stuff and haha, be my driver too!

Pssst Jun-Yu, nah, I'm praising you here.

I spent close to RM500 on shopping yesterday.
Damn therapeutic I swear.
Moreover, I don't have to carry my own things. Teehee.

Bought a top from Topshop, a pleated skirt from topshop, a top from Zara, a top from MNG and a cropped sweater from Adidas.
See I told you I kept buying skirts. I just couldn't resist yesterday.
Moreover, they have my size. So I thought, why not. Teehee.

I loooooove shopping! Well can't you tell already?



Ah first day of uni tomorrow!

I'm confused.
Maybe it's just me.

Ah wells!
Working tomorrow. It will be a good day definitely.


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Tag replies:-

jed: It will be in KLCC Convention Centre from 10 am to 1 pm. Entrance by invitation. So haha, you can try your luck. Teehee.

cl3m': Teehee. It's gonna be fun.
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Induction was oh-kay.
Nothing interesting.
Just talks and talks and more talks.

But I've gotta say I love that British accent.

Yesterday was one of the most tiring days.
I woke up at 7.30 am and I was awake till past midnight and all.
I even had to bloody rush to G2 to go for some job training.
Will be working for the Barbie Doll event this Saturday.

Yesssssss.
It is a Barbie Doll event.
I'll be dressed in a wedding-gown-like-dress. With pink hairband.
I don't like pink. Meh.

But the good part about it?
I'll be playing with lotsa cute little girls.

*Teehee*

Went for movie after training.
Watched 'Littleman'.
It was one of the funniest ones I've ever watched.
Love it.

One guy, was laughing so bloody loudly that it is so bloody distracting.
It doesn't help that he laughed like a woman.
I really did thought he was a woman.

Before the movie, I went to Borders.
I was looking for some books to buy home and read.
Didn't really find any. I wanted to get Joshua Harris' book but they don't have the one that I wanted.

It was funny in a way.
I went to the information counter to ask for the book.
I think one of his books is titled "Sex -something something-".
The lady at the information counter barely whispered the word "sex".
What's so embarassing?

Anyhoo. I got myself something.
I bought something from the Inspirational corner.
It's titled "A Book of Prayer".
There goes my RM60. Initially I was reserving the cash for heels.
But as usual. I didn't buy what I planned to buy.

Like how I go shopping for tops but always end up with skirts.
Like how I go shopping for jeans but always end up with skirts.
Like how I go shopping for skirts but always end up with heels and more heels.

My mum's been nagging me too.

"Why do you even need so many pairs of heels?"
"Erm. Different clothes, different heels."

I really need to buy more clothes instead of heels.
It's funny that I buy more skirts or jeans rather than tops.


**********


Today, facial was good.
Massage was good.

Other than that.
I'm pretty much annoyed.
Don't bother asking why.
I realized I get annoyed easily lately.
I realized how my mood gets affected so easily.



I feel like I can just snap anytime.
Maybe I'm just tired.
I don't know.


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Tag replies:-

eric: Yes! Retail therapy. It is always good. Teehee. And I love save too! Haha. Right in the face. Teehee.

cl3m': Shut up already. Damn sad ok. But teehee. You still admit hor, Man Utd is off for -that- day. Normally they are better than the Gunners. Teehee.

j-y: I don't wanna watch any Arsenal match with you anymore. Boohoo. And not save with the head la. It's with the face. Teehee. But still, I don't wanna watch anymore Arsenal matches with you. You'll just gloat all the way.
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Something reaaaaaaally funny happened.
See for yourself.



Please don't ask how did I do it.
I still can't believe I broke my pick.



Ah well.
I've got one less a pick now.

No I wasn't letting out on my baby.
My baby is my baby so I won't torture him.

This is hilarious.

The poor pick broke and then it fell inside my guitar.
I was like, "Oh crap. Come out come out."

*Teeheehee*

I still find it funny.

**********

I went to Laundry bar, again, last night.
Met Wei Leng there.

*Teeheehee*

She left early though.

And..........
I got bloody abused!
Wahlao. Pain I tell you.

And it didn't help that Man Utd lost to Arsenal.
Bug off already.
And before that, bloody Chelsea won ok!

*Rarh*



I wanna go shopping!
Anyone coming with me?

Almost couldn't wake up in time for guitar today.
But thank goodness I did set my alarm.
Hence I do not need to rely on *CoughJun-YuCough* to wake me up.



Last night told me you'll wake me up, hor?
Then this morning, "Sorry... Forgot to set the alarm..."

*Smacks Jun-Yu's head*

Incredibly, I can still play Canon on the piano.

*Clap clap clap*



Means I still have my piano skills laaaaa.
Though I screw up quite a number of times before perfecting the whole piece.
So embarassing.



Came back and went righttttt to bed.
Didn't even take my breakfast or lunch.
Just *plonked* on the bed and *snore snore* till 3-ish close to 4.
I know I'm a pig.



Woke up and went to McD to grab a burger.
Then I saw my looooong lost friend!
Not that long actually.
I saw Hamidah Hazeman.

This girl.
I miss a lot.
We used to talk daaaamn a lot when we are having our PBSM meetings and all.
Not forgetting those gossips and all.

*Teeheehee*

Damn bored so I ripped this off Gianne's.

**********

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
You're Beautiful -James Blunt-
(Can I tell that to myself instead? Jerrome just talked about it to me.)

Will you get far in life?
Get Right -Jennifer Lopez-
(Does it mean I will only turn right? Haha.)

How do your friends see you?
Family Portrait -Pink-
(Teehee I'm a homely person?)

Will you get married?
Where'd You Go -Fort Minor-
(Oh no.... This is bad.. It's like asking where has my partner gone. *Gasp*)

What is your life's theme song?
Right Where You Want Me -Jesse McCartney-
(Baby take me on a journey, I've been thinking lately, I could use a little time alone with you. Crazy, Let's do something, maybe. Please don't take your time, You got me, Right where you want me. <-- Heh???) What is the story of your life?
Hero -Nickelback-
(Yeah. Always trying to be the hero.)

What was high school like?
Follow Me -Uncle Cracker-
(Haha! You can't turn around and say goodbye!)

How can you get ahead in life?
Whenever You Remember -Carrie Underwood-
(Looking back on times, I'll learn and grow stronger. )

What is tomorrow going to be like?
SOS Rescue Me -Rihanna-
(Oh bullcrap. And tomorrow I'm going out with you. You better not try anything funny)

What is the best thing about your friends?
Since You've Been Gone -Kelly Clarkson-
( Makes no sense.)

What is in store for the next weekend?
We Believe -Good Charlotte-
(Believe that everything will be gooooood.)

What song best describes you?
My Hump -Black Eye Peas-
(Wuahahahahahahahahahaha.. OMG! I'm gonna die laughing from this. Ain't no lumps babe.)

How is your life going?
We Be Burning -Sean Paul-
(Burn baby burn)

What song will play at your funeral?
Pretty Vegas -INXS-
(Yay! Party everyone. And obviously it ain't pretty if I'm no more in the world.)

How does the world see you?
Don't Listen To The Radio -The Vines-
(I've got no radio~~~)

Will you have a happy life?
Bad Day -Daniel Powter-
(Bloody fuck. Gosh. Mind the vulgarity. I want a happy life!! )

What do your friends really think of you?
Someday -Nickelback-
(Don't know wei)

What song describes the person you're attracted to?
Just Like A Pill -Pink-
(Guess you keep me on high)

What message would you like to tell the next generation?
Sooner or Later -Duncan James-
(Love baby love.)

Do you have a deep dark secret?
Behind These Hazel Eyes -Kelly Clarkson-
(Yeah. Try looking behind my eyes. They might tell you something..)

What will I be eating next Tuesday?
Save The Last Dance For Me -Michael Buble-
(Well. I don't wanna eat no dance. Not edible.)

What will I feel/think the moment I wake up tomorrow morning?
Kiss Goodbye -Wang Lee Hom-
(Awwwww..)

What will happen on my way home from work next Thursday?
Control Myself -LL Cool J ft J Lo-
(Anyhoo. I'm not working.)

What will happen on my way home from work next Wednesday?
Hijau -Zainal Abidin-
(I will see lotsa green?)

What will be my recurrant thought/mood over the next weekend?
Perfect Strangers -INXS-
(So anyone dating me next weekend, beware, I'm gonna treat you like a stranger. But a perfect one. Heee)

How will I go about studying for Monday's classes?
Stickwitu -Pussycat Dolls-
(No classes on Monday)

**********

Friend just said I use the word 'weird' a lot.
Really meh?

I'm so sorry Daniel!
Haha!
I forgot that Tuesdays are Daniel-Days!
You could have told me earlier in the day or something.
I totally forgot about Tuesdays man.

Well you see.
Each time Daniel and I go out, it'll be a Tuesday.
We don't know why.
But anyhoo, we decided that Tuesdays are Daniel-Days.
Heh!

Anyhoo.
His friend's band was playing in Laundry last night.
So we went there to kinda 'support' his friends.

I met Kevin there.
Then I saw Debbie!
It has been ages.

I stared at her until she caught my eye.
Then gave her a big-ass-grin and *hug hug* her.



So when it was Daniel's friend's band turn to play, we went inside instead of sitting there.
Daniel claimed I'm damn lazy.

"Oi! Let's go in la. Don't sit here and drink only. Move your ass la wei."

Reluctantly I went in.
And guess who I saw?

Who who who?

Adam Caruthers weiiiii.

Okla I sound like some high-school student shrieking at a cutie pie.
But he's pretty cute.
Minus the acne scars.
Pssst, he's actually only about 10 cm taller than I am.

And of course.
The mandatory camwhoring.

Kevin came to me and took out his camera.

"Oi. You damn camwhore la."
*Then I took out my camera*
"What the fuck wei. You also bringing your own camera what."

Kevin handed me his camera.
I gave him the what-do-you-want-me-to-do-look.

"I'm sure you are better at this. Camwhore."
"Shut up already. Eh eh! Debbie take a pic for ussssss."

That solves everything.
Haha.
Here are some pictures.


This was taken during Mohan's farewell.
A lil late but heh, still better than nothing.
Moreover it's not my fault.
Bloody Mohan kept delaying things.


This is taken last night.
Notice that he was wearing black and me white during farewell.
Then at laundry I was wearing black and him white.


She insisted we do that.

*Points up*


And I wanted a nice smiling picture of both of us.
But she still gave me that look.


Daniel and me.
He's crazy.

"Oi. Drink faster. Faster laaaaa."
"I don't like beer. Damn bloated. Cannot. Drink slowly ok?"
"What la you..."

Finally went home around 2.
Damn bloody tired.
Sleeping is so good after alcohol.





I think I still need more sleep.

As I lay in bed
Thoughts are clouding my head
I couldn't really think
Into my bed I sink

As I close my eyes
I picture the clear blue skies
In the meadows the horses gallopped by
Out of contentment I sigh

As I ventured into my thoughts
It hit me like a gunshot
I remembered the day we said goodbye
Quietly to myself I cry

As I seek solace in my Heavenly Father
Things began to look brighter
His comforting ways made it all worthwhile
To the Lord I smile

As I face the white ceiling
I can feel my faith healing
In a way I've never felt before
My faith in God I restore...

I'm so in love with that Canon guy.
Bloody cool.

I totally dig guys who can play the guitar like that.

*Points up*

*Teeheehee*

What do you do when you are bored and have nothing to do?
You go to blogthings and do all the stupid tests.
Which makes me........
Stupid too!! Cuz I'm doing stupid stuff?

And now what am I doing?
Getting a Chemical Engineering degree.
I knew it since last time I was meant to be a doctor la.



But ah wells.
Too bad.....

**********

Went to Laundry last night!



One jug of margarita.

*Drool*

Except that......
Not enough kick laaaaaa.



Price of alcohol went up.
So they put less alcohol in the cocktails.



Friend called.

"So where did you go last night?"
"Laundry."
"Go there do what?"
" Drink la!!!"
"Eh everytime you go drinking hor. You sure drink damn a lot one."
"Huh? No! Eh. I went drinking with you also one glass only oh-kay?"
"I dunno la. The way you answer me just now. Haha."
"But it's like, obviously you go Laundry to drink right."
"Well. You can always order Teh O Ais Limau."
" What the....."

And bloody hell.
Look at this.

steroid addict says:
MINUM saje tau

*Points up there*

What is that??????



What minum saja tau?
I don't always go drinking oh-kay.

*Terasa*

Hmph!
I'll avoid alcohol then!
When university starts that is!

Anyhoo.
I really like Postsecret.
How ironic things can be.

And I got this realllllllly cute picture out of Postsecret.




Damn sweet la wei.
Can melt.

*Sighs*

And it's not a sad sigh.
How lovely it is.

Random things to keep myself entertained.

For starters.
I can't be a sloth!
Bah!
And I don't lust?????
Oh geeeez.

And I'm not an angry drunk.
Really.

Went for a horror movie last night.
Pulse.
It's worth watching.
Really.

I kind of thought I'd stop using my laptop so much.
But nay nay.

*Shakes finger*

Came back and still can afford to webcam.

I mean, it has those video thingy in there.
Oh oh.
I'm pretty proud of myself.
At least I didn't close my eyes like for half the time.



Anyhoo.
Japanese horror movies are the best.
They really scare the shit out of me.

**********

I'm getting really snappy lately.
I wonder why.

I snapped at my dad this morning.



Feel so bloody guilty.
Guess it was because I was taking my own sweet time in my room getting ready being vain and then he sort of, disrupted my rhythm.
Ah wells.
Feel so bloody guilty.

Anyhoo.
Brought my dog for her vaccination today.
Poor thing.
She was so bloody scared of the vet.


I was chatting with a friend the other day.
Then I got this:


Somehow I can't help but think it's true!



The happiest news of the week!
My friend's gonna buy me a jug of margarita!!!!
Wheee~

*Jumps around giggling*

Hmm.
You won't go back on your words will you?
You had better not.

Went for Mohan and Xin Yee's farewell in Nando's KLCC on Wednesday.
I think about 15 of us went.
I'm not sure.

Took some pictures of course.
But some pictures are still with Kevin.

So I'll just upload a few here for all sundry to see.

Pei Jun ain't in the picture cuz she left early.
Only four girls.
Xin Yee, Nguk Lin, Pei Jun and me.
Wonder what happened to the rest.

*Lol*

We are the subjects of ASEAN Scholarship experiments.
Kev's in RJC. Oh yeah he's bloody smart.
Going to Oxford.
Xin Yee's going to Czech.

The thing is.
Xin Yee was in the same college as I am.
She even went earlier than I did.
And you know what's the bloody thing?
She didn't even warn me about Singapore.
Pffft.

I suffered enough for that night.
Just for that night.
Cuz it's his farewell.
So yeah.
All the tauntings!
Never ending I tell you!



A good friend.
What can I say.
There are some misunderstandings.
Glad we cleared it.
You are still my ji mui ok.
Thanks for being there.



Anyhoo.
The meal.
Bloody spicy wei!
It's only hot peri-peri.

But I don't mind eating it again.
I Nando's.



Ah!
Midnight movie tonight.

*Boohoohoo*

Are you afraid of ghosts?
Heh!

Oh I'm an angry lil' teenager young adult.
That's the impression.
In general, that is.

*Lol*

Not that angry actually.
Just that I have my mood swings.



I tried asking Mohan what will happen if I don't turn up for his farewell.
He said he'll slaughter me.

*Sweats*

e e [l] a i [n] e says:
mohannnnnnnn
DrMJ says:
yes
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
haha
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
if suddenly i say i dont wanna go will you kill me
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
hahahahahahahaha
DrMJ says:
yes
DrMJ says:
why la
DrMJ says:
ill slaughter u
DrMJ says:
wat happned la
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
nola.. just teasing you only
DrMJ says:
oh
DrMJ says:
u just saved ur self from being slaughtered

Mohan calls himself DrMJ cuz he's doing medicine now!
Of all people.
I never ever ever expected Mohan to take up medicine.

Two more hours and I'm out!
And I don't think I will like watching France play when Zi-butthead-dane ain't in the team.
My eye candy.

Now you shallow bitch.
I shall refrain from mentioning your name here.
Just so you know.
You are being so shallow about things.
This is my blog.
I say what I want.

Don't like it?
Fuck off.
Period.

Quote:
(insert name) says:
if you only write things that you think ppl might want to read... or not find offensive.. you had better just keep a normal pen-paper diary.
(insert name) says:
seriously.. its your life. you cant spend your time worrying about whatever ppl say... at the end of the day... you'll just end up doing what they *expect* you to do... and that wont be fun.
(insert name) says:
like... u wont do stuff because u're scared that ppl would say bad things abt u.
(insert name) says:
but yeah. seriously. just do things your way and screw everything else.

You know what.
Friend's right.
Bloody hell.
Who cares what you think la.
I'm free to do what I want.

But seriously.
Fuck off from my blog la.
Stop stalking my blog if you think it is so unpleasing to read.
Go find some boring ol' blog with nothing then.
Maybe it'll be better for you.

And really.
Get a life.
Period.


On the other hand.
I went to Fondue House.
It was a bloody sinful meal.



Aw shit.
I'm drooling right now.

Anyhoo.
The company didn't enjoy the dessert much.
Why?
Cuz the company doesn't like fruits that much.
How weird.

Went on to McD in Mutiara Damansara after that.

Then went home.
Slept like a pig.
Woke up this morning.
Then went out yumcha.

Later tonight yumcha again.
Bloody hell.
I think I must try not to go out for 3 days.

Been going out so much lately.

Ah shit!
Gathering tomorrow!
Ah pffft.
But Xin Yee is going away for quite sometime.

By the way.
Xin Yee is the other SABian who was in AJC with me!
But she left about a month after I joined AJC for JPA scholarship.
Pffft.

Mohan's been asking me to go.

"Eh. If I don't see you now. When only can I see you. I don't want to see you when you've become an auntie."



Honestly..
Mohan annoys the shit out of me everytime he sees me.
I suffered from his tauntings since form 4.
But all in all, he's a gooooood friend.

Bloody hell.
I'm still not over that bitch.
What the fuck.
One last straw.
Another time I swear I'm gonna screw her upside down.
Literally that is.

I know the pictures are loooong overdue but I can't help it.
Bestie sent them to me just yesterday.
And she even have the guts to hold our pictures back.

"Don't want la. Hehe. Not nice."

Anyhoo. I *heart* my bestie.
All the late night talks.
Just everything!



So the pictures were taken during Kai Liang's last day in KL.
KL and KL.



He has gone to Kedah.

No more Kai Liang.
No more retarded faces.
No more free rides.
No more lunches with him after church.
No more "Booboo ah Booboo" from him.



But most importantly.
My good ol' friend has left me to fend for myself!

*Sighs*

Not sure if he'll read this la.
Anyhoo.




I think he'll be back for Christmas though.

So here are the pics!
Camwhoring involved!

Ain't my problem.
Trying to do something funny.
But obviously I failed.

I even failed at keeping a straight face.
Meh.
And oh! Sleepy eye attack!

The goodfriend and me.

Now you know why I say no more retarded faces?

'Nuff of Kai Liang. Hehe.

Went out last night.
Names shall not be revealed to protect some identities here.

*Teeheehee*

The margarita was damn good anyhoo.

"Eh. You have to order margarita wherever you go hor?"
"Oh yeah. It's my signature drink."
"So which is the best one so far?"
"Ermmmm. I like the one in XXX best but this is good too. But not strong enough."

Played pool.
Kena tapau.
But got complimented.



"Eh. You are not that bad in pool what."
"But I still suck in pool."
"Hey. I'm trying to compliment you here."
"But I still suck."
"You are not that bad laaaaa."



Anyhoo.
It's a good night out.
Oh yeah.
Curfew broken.
Cinderella rules gone.
And I'm back into alcohol!

I don't care if you think I'm alcoholic.
Meh!

Tonight's agenda!
I think it's Fondue House or Kayu Manis.
Ain't sure.

Oh. Steve Irwin, the popular crocodile hunter passed away.
Tragic.
Got stung by a stingray.


No more Steve Irwin.
Rest in peace.
May he be in the arms of God right now.

I just came back today from Sg Siput.
Bloody boring place I tell you.
The new house is so bloody quiet.
It's so cold there.
Not cold as in eerie, but cold as in, there's no warmth.
I still prefer the old house.
Small and cozy.

But.............
The catch of the new house?
It has a mini bar!

Whoopeeee~~~



Obviously there are booze.
But my cousin only have Carlsberg.
I like Heineken.
Carlsberg taste erm, erm, *shrugs* dunnolaaaaa..

**********

Have a friend.
Got cheated by the partner.
The ex-partner does not think it's cheating.
But I do think so.

Why do they even do this?

Obviously my friend is bloody crushed.
I don't even know what to say to console.

Just wish that my friend will be alright.

**********

Talking about that.
I'm bloody fucking pissed.

Why should I even be responsible for how you are feeling?
You chose to feel this way.
I didn't force you to feel this way.

"I still harbour feelings for you. I think you should be responsible for that."

Like mah chee bye.
Why am I supposed to be responsible?
So fine.
I took your friend's advice and stay friends with you.
Cuz your friend told me, "Don't break his already broken heart."
Bloody fucking hell.
What did I get?

"The only thing I'll ever regret is loving you."

You don't regret about loving someone ok.
So heck.
You think I'm moving on easily.
That's because that's how I want it to be.
I do not want to dread about things.
You do not know how I bloody feel at times ok.
It is times like these when friends are so freaking precious to me.
They are precious to me all the time in fact.

I even tried to be friends when you know I'm not the kind who'd be friends with my ex's.
All those effort, bloody wasted.
Till now.
You won't even let me breathe freely.
Please don't come and tell me you regretted doing this.
Cuz the thing you'll ever regret, is already stated above.

This is getting ugly.
I know.
I think it's gonna get so ugly.
Things are gonna get bloody ugly between us.

Went for dinner at Restauran Han-Woo-Ri.
Some Korean BBQ restaurant.
Damn sick of it actually.
But it's grandpa's birthday so yeah.

Had wine.
The wine was damn good.



Honestly, compared to the wine we've drank in Shangri-La the previous week, it was way way way much better.
So smooth.

After dinner went for pool with Jun-Yu.
As expected, kena tapau like no one's business.



Damn sad wei.
Then that place is bloody cold.
Crazy. Madness.

But he's pretty much a sweet guy la.
Cuz he gives way to me!!!!!!!
But haha, cuz I bloody suck in pool, the ball still didn't go in.

*Curses*

Damn jinxed today.
The whole game was damn funny.

"Ei! You see what's that!"
*Looks to where he's pointing*
"Erm. Nothing ah. Where?"

Then when I looked at the pool table, the position of the ball is damn nice.
Con-f**king-firm he changed the position so that I can get the ball in.
The he has this Yes-I-Arranged-It-This-Way-Grin on the face.
But haha. Damn paiseh. It still didn't go in.

Then sat in Coffee Bean until kena halau.
They pull down the shutter and all.
Then only we left.

*Lol*

Wahlao.
I'm bored now.
So effing bored.

I really need to polish my pool skills then tapau Jun-Yu the next time!
Hmph!
Better still, tapau all the guys!

*Laughs hysterically*

Haha!
Talking to Daniel now.
Damn funny!

Daniel Lau says:
u shud read my secondery report card
Daniel Lau says:
damn funny wei
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
serious?!?!?!?!?
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
bring it out next time
Daniel Lau says:
every year i get the same comment..
Daniel Lau says:
"selalu tidur dalam kelas"
Daniel Lau says:
'sentiasa mengantuk'
Daniel Lau says:
haha
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
e e [l] a i [n] e says:
omggggggggggg
Daniel Lau says:
haha
Daniel Lau says:
hey u keep sayin u cant wait to go back to uni
Daniel Lau says:
u study for me ler
Daniel Lau says:
do my exams

He cracks me up.
Seriously.
Selalu mengantuk!

Seriously.
Can die laughing at him.