Wednesday, January 31
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 6:13:00 PM
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Petty, Immature Boys...


...Get on my nerves!!
Seriously. Okay I know I shouldn't get so affected by it.
Like Eveleen said, he's like that.

But seriously, grow up.

Don't ask me to book the room next time if you think I've not done a good job.

Don't ask me how to get to Genting since I only know one way and apparently the way you know is better and nearer.

Don't complain about taking the bus when you didn't know initially that Kepong is nearer to Genting. Blame it on your jakun-ness. Thank you.

Don't laugh about it when I told you that the other two are joining us and in the end, sulk about it so badly and then say because of that additional two, you don't have enough place to sleep.

Don't put the blame on me if you do not want to take my suggestion on rearranging the beds and in the end do not have enough sleep.

Don't bloody complain so much when you are not the one doing the planning.

Don't blame me for not letting one of the guys sleep with the girls. I'm not conservative but I am just not comfortable about it. Stop whining about not getting sleep for ONE bloody night!

If you think you are helluva good, then next time, do all the work on your own.
Don't leave it to other people.

You think it's easy to plan and all.
Next time you should try it.
And oh, maybe see how it feels to have people complaining about what you do.

Please don't forget, with the initial plan, we'll have more people.
So, don't put it in a way like it's my bloody fault to have the other two to join us.
You'll have to squeeze anyway.

And seriously, fcuk it.
If you don't want to talk to me, so be it.
Just grow up will you.
We're not in kindergartens anymore.
"I don't want to friend you."

And look, I'd appreciate it if you didn't bitch behind my back.
Unhappy about what I did for the Genting trip? Tell it straight to my face.
And I'll make sure I won't do anything next time.
You plan everything, okay?

You don't have to tell the others about how unhappy you are because of me, apparently.
Just because of your childishness, you put the blame on others.
Ever reflect on your own behaviour?

You really should.

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Monday, January 29
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 8:48:00 PM
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And I'm Late..


ON THE FIRST DAY OF SECOND SEM!!
Oh my gosh, how embarassing.
I conveniently forgot to take my handphone too.
Lizzie tried to call to check on me.

It's not my fault, really.
Okay maybe it is.
I got up at 7 and I happily went to switch on my light and then..
Plonked right back to bed to take 5.
The next thing I know was it was already 8 am.
And class is at 9.

If you don't already know, I take 40 minutes to travel to uni.
Anyhoo, I got there like 5-10 minutes late.
Eehee so paiseh.

Anyhoo, pictures from Genting!

The gang who went: Mei Syen, Sook Yee, Gab, Ming Hann, Pravin, Brian, Ronny and myself.

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[L-R] Ronny, Brian and myself. Waiting in line for Pirate Ship.

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Sook Yee and me, in line for Pirate Ship.

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[L-R] Ming Hann, me, Sook Yee and Mei Syen. At the Bumper Boat line.

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Everyone in the picture except Ronny. Spot his hidden head?

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Brian, me and Ronny. In the Antique Car.

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Me, Sook Yee and Mei Syen in the Antique Car.
Mei Syen couldn't get enough of Antique Car that day. Haha.

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Sook Yee and me.

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Ming Hann and me.

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On the Merry-Go-Round!!

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It was so misty that we're pretty much soaked.

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Sook Yee and Ronny looking at us on the horsies. Eehee.


There you go. Might be posting some other pictures if I get them from Mei Syen.
But actually they are almost the same. Eehee.


Something else, Jason is featuring me in his blog at the moment.
For the portrait photos we took more than a week back.

*Click*

Have fun.

P/S: I'm not gonna be late tomorrow! Eehee.

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Saturday, January 27
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 4:16:00 PM
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Portrait Photos
From Jiok Swan
20th of January 2006



More pictures from that day.
Jiok Swan took the trouble to photoshop some of the spots so that it doesn't look so bad.
Teeheehee.

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And this, Jiok Swan did the deco thing.
Life in between dreams. See it? Eehee.

Anyhoo, came back from Genting yesterday.
Gonna post some of the pictures soon.
After I get some of them from Mei Syen.

The picture in Jason's photo section, actually made me 'Girl Of The Week' in someone's blog. Haha.
I'm amazed. Eehee. And flattered too.

Check out Arsyan.com to see it. It's a small corner but it's such a compliment.
Thanks Arsyan!

Have to take my lunch now!
Toodles!

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Wednesday, January 24
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 2:19:00 AM
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Portrait Photos
From Jason
20th of January 2006


Took these photos in KLCC park.

*Note: Was having breakouts after exams. Eehee. Hence the spots.*

Makeup for that day was simple, just foundation and blusher.
Then brown at the edge and very thin eyeliner.
Plus mascara then I'm done.
Oh, and lip gloss.

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Doing the chicken dance! Eehee.

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The twin towers at the back.

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My very favourite photo!
Took a lot of effort ok!

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As you can see, stole this from Jason's blog. Eehee.

Still have some pictures with Jiok Swan actually.
Gonna upload a few as soon as I get them from him.


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Oh my goodness, I watched Happy Feet!
(Yes I know it's kinda far behind but heck I watched it!)
That show is darn cute. I love penguins.
Ever seen penguins tap-dancing?
Gosh. So cute!

I want a penguin for a pet!

Went to Planet Hollywood for dinner with Ashok.
Yes he just came back from Ukraine.
This guy, used to intimidate so much me back in secondary school.
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It was a good dinner. Talked and talked.
We both didn't finish our food.
If you've been there, you'll know that their serving is very very big.
Okay, for me that is.

Heh!

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I miss you and you know that.

I still want a penguin for a pet. They're so cute!

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Sunday, January 21
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 1:01:00 AM
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Dark clouds


So what now.
What happens next?
Booyah!

There is only so little room for disappointment.
Ah well. Things don't really go well for me huh.
Har har har.

A little more responsibility will do just fine.

*Weak smile*

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Saturday, January 20
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 6:00:00 PM
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How...
Adorable???



Got this thing off some forwarded mail that my friend sent me.
It's damn cute, funny as well. Take a look!

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Oh em eff geeeeee!!!!

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double you tee eff?? O__O

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This is what I call, styleeee.


You know what.
Throwing flowers is not easy.
You must have the right timing, perfect lighting, perfect smile and bloody hell make sure the flower doesn't get in your face.

Valuable lesson. Heh!

And oh, thanks Jiok Swan for BK.
Make sure my pics are beautiful ok. If not...

I'll strangle you!!

Same goes for pOp.

I want that flower picture that took so much of my energy!
Kutip kutip kutip, scatter~~
Kutip kutip kutip, scatter~~
You think very fun one ah? Haha.

Don't we all just miss the good ol' marching days?
Marching in the rain.
Being sound by our parents for spending sooo much time in school marching.
Ah, memories..

Toodles.

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Wednesday, January 17
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 12:56:00 AM
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Merdeka!!!


Free from exams.
Happy-nyer.
But can't be too happy just yet.
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Why can't you just seem to understand that I'm not interested in going out with you? I've said it so blatantly and yet you still do not understand. Sighs.

Anyhoo.
Fluid mechanics is okay.
Not too bad. But I ain't sure if I'm gonna score.
What I know is that I have 25% in hand because of my lab reports.

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Listening to Jack Johnson somehow makes me feel emo.
I don't know why.
That voice, that very voice...

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Anyway, pictures before I proceed with anything else.
Taken on the very last day of first semester.

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Some girls were absent. So only the few of us here.

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With the ever-so-patient lecturer.

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No, not lesbos.

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This guy. I tell youuuu, don't let him get hold of any camera.
His natural instinct will be to camwhore with it.
At least I don't camwhore alone, I drag someone else to take a picture with me. Hee.

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Didn't know there were quite a handful of pictures.
Eehee.

I am currently craving for chocolate fudge cake, chocolate fondue and ice cream.
Rarh. It has been ages.
Eh no. The last time I had ice cream was on NYE.
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Anyhoo, regarding the previous post.
If any single one of you *hinthint* think I'm racist, shut up.
I mean seriously, unless you are Mother Theresa, Martin Luther King, don't bloody deny you are not racist.
Well you can say that right in my face that you are not, but I can bloody swear that there must be a few times where you have racist thoughts.
And bloody hell don't tell me you don't laugh at racist jokes.
So yeah. Bugger off.

Eveleen and Lizzie kinda think the previous post is damn emo though.
Haha. Yesh yesh. Emo huh girls?
Ah wells. Will be missing you both.

And oh! June is hooked!
Now she's not my darling anymore, cuz Kit brings her away from me.
Thinking I have lesbo tendencies.

*Points up*

I made that up, I mean the part where he thinks I have lesbo tendencies.

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Currently I am hoping that the trip's gonna be on.
With Lizzie and Eveleen too!

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Monday, January 15
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 7:50:00 PM
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Living In Fear.


My neighbour just got robbed.
By Indonesians.
Yesh, Indonesians.
Can't they just stop giving us more problems?

What really happened.

My neighbour's daughter just got back from work. She decided to park her car opposite her house. So she got down from her car, took out her house keys and unlocked the padlock at her gate. As she was entering her house at the front gate, some freaking Indonesian barged into the house and snatched her handbag and then went off happily in their motorcycle. And that bastard was armed with a knife.


Obviously there's gonna be two person.
One will do the dirty work and the other will drive.

I've been living in fear in my housing area.
Living in fear although I have a place called home.
And you wonder why.
These buggers make life fearful for us!

I've forgotten when was the last time I walked out of my house feeling safe.
And mind you, even if you are in the house, some idiots might just break in and rob you while you are asleep.
My mum has to remind me whenever I go out to be careful of my handbag and all.

Many snatch-theft cases has occurred in my area.
One might even be happening as I'm typing this.
And mind you, it's always those bloody motorcyclists.
And yeah, Indonesians too.

I'm sorry cuz I might be generalizing over here.
If it's not Indonesians, it's Malays or Indians or Chinese.
Though I'd like to say, Chinese don't do snatch-thefts.
I will tell you why.

Now everyone has this mindset of us Chinese.
Like how calculative we are and what kind of business-like minds we have.
(Now this is my own theory. Don't come scolding me in the comments section or tagboard)
So we Chinese normally emphasize more on 'big-money' instead of doing small time crime.
Like hello, I might be carrying my handbag but there's only RM1 in it.
Trust me I've done that before, cuz I've yet to get my allowance.

So yeah, we have this business-like mindset that focuses on big-money.
If based on that thinking, we Chinese would prefer to rob a bloody bank ok.
We'd rob the bloody ATMs. But not fucking snatch a handbag!
And oh, don't you notice Chinese are always the gangsters?
We are the big guns. We don't do small time shits ok.

So I'm done with my theory.
But I'm not gonna point a finger to other Malaysians.
What I'm pissed about is the fucking Indonesians.

You bloody come here and work.
So the least you can do is behave yourselves.
Why the fuck go rob the Malaysians who give you a chance to work here?
You should be grateful that the Malaysia Government is willing to even give you permits to work here.

Now look, if you foreign workers think that Malaysia is not paying you enough for working here as construction workers or whatever general workers, please fucking go home and leave us alone.

I'd say, if you are not earning enough, blame it on yourselves.
You should have studied harder and get into a university.
Then bloody graduate and get a job that you think will earn you enough.

Ok so fine, maybe you didn't have the money to go for tertiary education.
Then when you come here, even if you aren't earning enough, get some other part-time jobs!
And bloody make sure they are decent!
Don't go robbing around.

The other thing that I don't understand is, why is motorcycles made available for foreigners.
And I think it is made available pretty easily too.
I'm not too sure about the government's policy on letting foreign workers buying vehicles in Malaysia. Can someone enlighten me about it? And now I'm just too lazy to go look for the policy.

Well see, these Indonesians that go snatching, are always on motorcycles.
I really wonder how they get the motorcycles.
It's like, everyone of them has one.
Something should be done about it. Seriously.

But look, if these people don't have their own transportation, they'd take the public transport; buses and trains.
Then.. They bloody terrorize the commuters by committing molest crimes!

Damn fucked up I tell you.
I'm not a big fan of Singapore.
But really I miss the times when I was staying there.
I felt safe!

Somehow I feel that Malaysia should reconsider their terms on hiring foreign workers.
And also the punishment!
I feel that whatever these scums did, is unfair to other foreign workers who are really here earning from a decent job. And are also decent and honest!

If possible, Malaysia should really stop hiring so many foreign workers.
But we all know it's pretty much impossible.
We need the work power to do some shitty jobs cuz we all have some stinking pride in us that refuses to do jobs that are pretty much embarassing.
(Just admit it. It's pretty much normal)
So I can just forget the dream of not having too many foreign workers.

And you know this programme called, "Malaysia, our Second Home" or something along that line, I think it will fail as time passes by.
I mean, come on, with all these crimes happening, what makes you think those English/Americans/Japanese/whatever will want to live in Malaysia?
You think they've got so much money for you to rob is it?
Bah.

And mind you. It's Visit Malaysia Year 2007.
Why not change it to 'Experience Snatch-Thefts in Malaysia 2007'.
Seriously. It's damn scary living in your home country and yet feeling unsafe.

Another thing I have in mind.
The police should not just only focus on big problems.
Like, drugs or rape or big big robberies.
Be a little more serious on catching these small time thieves.
Show them you are serious about nabbing them.
And I'm sure this will pose as a warning to foreign workers and even a small portion of Malaysians as well.

As for me, I think I've said what I want to. Now I gonna continue living in fear. Goodbye.

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Sunday, January 14
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 6:38:00 PM
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Revision gone wrong..

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Oh yeah my camera came back. (((((:
And the camera should stay far away from me when I'm mugging.

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Posted by: Lainey
Time: 1:46:00 PM
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I have a gut feeling that this might be a long post.
I said might, so bear with me.

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Lately I have been sleeping at unearthly hours.
Exam stress, obviously.
Okay fine, I'm not that stressed up actually.
It's just that, bloody PEF make me stressed up.
But anyhoooooo it's over.

Still, I have been sleeping at unearthly hours.
And this, this habit of sleeping at unearthly hours is giving me breakouts on my forehead!
Sorry for the vanity but it's disturbing me.
But thank goodness they are not the humongous kind of pimples.
Just teeny weeny ones. But still, RARH!

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Last night, it was the same.
Slept at like 4 plus and woke up for church today.

But I'm glad I went to church.
Very powerful message from the guest speaker.

Our God is a God of Grace. He loves you before you change, when you change, after you have changed and whether or not you change.


That was the final bit actually.
The middle part was good.

He was explaining the situation from Acts 4:32 to 5:11.
On how Ananias and his wife Sapphira lied to the Holy Spirit.
Which then Peter said, "You shall die early."

The main point of this excerpt from the Bible is that, when we are with God, we should not lie to Him. Be honest. Be truthful.
To gain respect, we should not pretend to be who we are not.
Instead, let faith work its way.

What Ananias and Sapphira did, they did it to please the others and to gain respect.
And they did not do it sincerely.
2 Corinthians 9:7, God loves a cheerful giver.
So, give unto the Lord cheerfully.

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Oh my gosh. That's a lot of words up there.
Okay maybe not very much, but more than my usual crap.
And mind you, what I said before is meaningful, at least to Christians. (:
Eehee. Suddenly I feel intelligent. Haha.

Anyhoo. Some leftover pictures from my Neway trip with my uni-mates.

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Everyone who went. Right before EdmundRedLips left.

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That's about it.
Now, back to revision.
Last paper on Tuesday! Wheee~

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Saturday, January 13
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 1:43:00 AM
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Opening Credits:
Jet - Look What You've Done
"Oh, look what you've done. You've made a fool of everyone. Oh well, it seems likes such fun, until you lose what you had won"

Waking Up:
Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This
"Oh I cant believe it's happening to me, some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this"
Waking up to a beautiful day with beautiful people around me, with so many people loving me. How true..

First Day At School:
Gwen Stefani - Wind It Up
"High on the hills with the lonely goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-lay-he-hoo. Yodell back with the girl and goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-low"
I learnt yodelling on the first day? o_O

Puppy Love:
Shakira - Hips Don't Lie
"Oh baby when you talk like that. You make a woman go mad"
Oh really??

Fight Song:
Silverchair - The Greatest View
"Mistakes don't mean a thing. If you don't regret them"
Surprisingly true.

Breaking Up:
Taylor Hicks - Do I Make You Proud
"My heart is full of endless gratitude, you were the one, the one to guide me through"
I think I've learnt a lot through relationships. But the title of the song doesn't really fit 'Breaking Up'. Lol.

Prom:
The Click Five - Just The Girl
"She's just the girl I'm looking for"
I wish I am just exactly the girl you are looking for.

Life is Good:
Macy Gray - I Try
"I try to walk away and I stumble. Though I try to hide it, it's clear. My world crumbles when you are not here"
I don't like this song. Gosh it's like so, down. Whatever.

Driving:
Tenacious D - I'm The Only Gay Eskimo
"I'm the only gay eskimo. I'm the only one I know. I'm the only gay eskimo. In my tribeeee"
Geez don't ask me. Stupid shuffle. But honestly I like Jack Johnson's songs when I'm driving. (:

Flashback:
Nickelback - Photograph
"Look at this photograph. Every time I do it makes me laugh"
Certain things in the past that I do cherish, I remember them every now and then. They make me smile.

True Love:
J.Lo - Let's Get Loud
"If you wanna live your life. Live it all the way and don't waste it"
I don't get it.

Wedding:
InXs - Remember Who's Your Man
Whoa why make it as if I'm gonna cheat?

Moment of Triumph:
Bic Runga - When I See You Smile
"When I see you smilee"
Seeing someone else smile at my moment of triumph. Nothing beats sharing the joy around huh.

Death Scene:
InXs - Hot Girls
"Hot girls, they can break me, break me. Hot girls, you know what you're doing"
Huh?????? Oh maybe it's not my death scene. Eehee.

Funeral Song:
Justin Timberlake - Sexyback
"You see these shackles baby I'm your slave. I'll let you whip me if I misbehave. It's just that no one makes me feel this way. I'm bringing sexybackkk"
Wtf man. I bring sexyback when I'm dead. Funny.

End Credits:
Eric Clapton - Tears In Heaven
"Would you know my name, if I saw you in Heaven.."
Sweet.

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Thursday, January 11
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 7:14:00 PM
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I've finally got the other pictures from my latest job at Queen's Park.
Just wanna share a few of them.

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This is what I was busy drawing. I didn't shade it though.

Some funny drawings done by the crew:

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A picture taken by Tai Yin herself.

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Jir Wan was wondering who will look more like a bimbo.
No prize for the correct answer.

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Told you Alda was and is retarded.

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That's all the pictures.
I've received the other pictures from Mei Syen.
Will blog about them some time later.
Anyhoo, I broke my own promise of not blogging till exams are over.

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Finally sat for PEF paper.
It wasn't too good but I can't say it's totally bad either.
I managed to do the questions but I'm hoping my concepts are correct.
Anyhoo, didn't complete the paper.
Left one question from part B.

Didn't have enough time.
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After the paper, I was pretty jolly.
Well, afterall, the paper is done!

Eveleen was like, "Whoa this girl still can smile."
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I think I look almost stupid but whatever.

Anyhoo. I missed the girls like heaps and heaps.
I wonder how I'll survive the summer holidays without them.

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Saturday, January 6
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 5:06:00 AM
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Decided to stop doing PEF for a bit and finish up my math tutorials.
And hoh! I had to draw soooo many graphs.
Now I look at my papers and I feel like puking.

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I swear, curve sketching is evil!

But nyeh nyeh I did like 4 sets of tutorials since like 8 plus till now.
5 am! Boo!

Since everyone, almost everyone is like doing their New Year's Resolution, I don't wanna be left out so I'm gonna do my very own list too!

(Damn bloody kiasu, I know...)

So so so.

New Year's Resolution List!!

♥ Go for dance class
♥ Stop procrastinating so much
♥ Try to pay attention in class (Excused if lesson's boring)
♥ Be more committed in church
♥ Be nicer to everyone. No snapping.
♥ Keep my weight at no more than 43 kgs
♥ More crunches/sit ups/squats

I really don't know what else.
Shrugs man.

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I have to stop being so harsh on myself too I guess.
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Like, really, I think I'm becoming stupider. See, English deteriorating.
Stop pressuring myself, learn to love life more.

But hey.. I do love life..
And I'm enjoying every single second of it.
Okay you got me, minus the exam period.
Damn I hate exams.

The funny thing is, I'm feeling more stressed now compared to the time before A-levels.

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You know what, I think the list up there is totally useless la.
I don't really fulfill my resolution every year.
Just doing it for the sake of doing it.
But look, I am gonna get into a dance class and start dancing again!

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Can't wait for exams to be over...
Miiiiiiiiiiight not be blogging till exams are over.
I'll try to stay away from blogging.
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Thursday, January 4
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 8:41:00 PM
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I'm feeling soo stressed up.
Been studying PEF and I didn't have a single clue on what to do.

I feel like I'm going suicidal soon.
And I'm such a dumbass. I thought PEF exam is on the 16th.
I just checked, it's on the 11th! o_O

Fcuk lor. It's like 7 days from now and I'm so bloody clueless.

I really think I'm going suicidal.
I know, it's not included for my honours.
But I don't wanna fail anything.
Seriously, I am only aiming to pass PEF but I doubt if I can even pass.

Sighs.

And all that "You are so smart. Don't worry" or "You are an ASEAN scholar sure can do well" or "Aiya. You so clever, don't study also can do la" ain't helping.

Number 1, it doesn't make me smarter if I was an ASEAN scholar.
I was lucky to even get that scholarship.
Many other people got straight A's in Malaysia and I'm just one of the handfuls who are unlucky lucky enough to land my sorry ass in Singapore.
And I'm feeling so stressed up because of the 'ASEAN scholar' label.

Number 2, if I'm really that smart, do you think I'd fret over so many things?
I'd just keep my mouth shut and stop whining about how stressed I am.

Rarh! So stressed!

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Posted by: Lainey
Time: 1:10:00 AM
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Some looooong overdue pictures.
Very christmassy kind of feeling.

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The miniskirt is uber mini.
I was feeling so conscious about it the whole time.

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This little girl is dammmmmn cute I tell you!
She's like, only 1 year old~

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She refused to walk, so Steph wanted to carry her.
Then she started crying. O_O

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The girl who did the make up and clothes for us was laughing so happily when she got us those fluffy halos.
She wanted to make us look Christmassy and angelic. Sweat.

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That's all. Now I'm waiting for more pics.


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Maybe I'm being overly sensitive or was it you who isn't so sensitive?

I really don't know.

Perhaps it's really me. Or maybe not.
Sighs. I can't have all the goodness in the world, can I?

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Wednesday, January 3
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 4:32:00 PM
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Rising Sign is in 28 Degrees Virgo.
You tend to be very shy and not very self-assertive. You are supercritical about how you appear to others. Even though you may think you are uninteresting and dull, you are actually quite soft- spoken, orderly, neat and very likable. You are a perfectionist with high standards, and at times you can be quite tactless in pointing out the faults of others. Very practical, efficient and purposeful, your appearance and bearing reflect your need to appear graceful, sensible and reserved. You have a crisp, no-nonsense approach to dealing with others. Never lazy or self-indulgent, you tend to be dedicated to the work ethic.

Sun is in 16 Degrees Cancer.
Very emotional and sensitive, you have an intuitive understanding of the "vibes" around you. You tend to be quite generous, giving, loving and caring, but only when your own needs for emotional support, love and security have been met. If they are not met, you tend to withdraw into yourself and become very insecure and selfish. Your home and family (especially your mother or the person who played that role for you early on) represent security for you and thus assume a larger-than-life importance. Very sentimental, you have vivid and long- enduring memories of the past. No matter how well adjusted you are, you will always need a secret quiet place of your own in order to feel at peace. Feeding others can give you great pleasure you would enjoy being part of a large family.

Moon is in 08 Degrees Leo.
You always want to be proud of yourself and will never do anything that will make yourself look bad. You need the respect and admiration of others and enjoy attracting attention to yourself. Everything you do tends to be self-emphasized and self-exaggerated. Very stubborn, willful and independent yourself, be sure to allow others who are close to you the similar right to "be themselves." Your need for love, affection and reassurance, and your tendency toward vanity, allow you to have your head easily turned by flattery. The more insecure you are, the more you tend to be a showoff. You love games and sports as a matter of fact, you would usually rather play than work. Be careful of a tendency to be snobbish and uppity -- it does not become you.

Mercury is in 06 Degrees Leo.
You are usually quite convinced that your own ideas are correct and you enjoy persuading others that they are. At times, you are very stubborn and proud of your beliefs and principles, and you get very defensive when they are challenged. You appreciate truth and honesty -- you practice it yourself and expect it in others. You have good talent for organizing, directing and planning. You delight in being asked for your advice and counsel.

Venus is in 27 Degrees Leo.
You have a striking, regal appearance and demeanor that attracts others to you. Your friendship is highly sought and you tend to take friendships quite seriously -- you remain loyal and true to those to whom you are attached. For you, love is mixed with pride and respect. Relationships are over when you lose respect for your partner. Be careful of a tendency to relate only to those who make you look good -- the powerful, important and influential. This can lead to arrogance and selfishness, and neither of these qualities becomes you.

Mars is in 17 Degrees Capricorn.
Extremely ambitious, you are willing to work very hard to reach the goals you have set for yourself. Very practical, cautious and conservative, you demand tangible results for your efforts. You need to excel in whatever you do, and you have the required sense of responsibility, dedication and self-discipline to bring it about. Beware of your tendency to judge others only by their degree of status and prestige, or by how well they will be able to advance you in your climb to the top.

Jupiter is in 22 Degrees Pisces.
You are at your best when you give of yourself and what you have -- try to avoid being a martyr about it, though. You're a true idealist, but you must learn not to be upset when life does not cooperate with the way you think things should be. Very concerned with spiritual truth and growth, when you practice what you preach, you make an excellent role model for others. You are so devoted to altruistic ventures and concerns that you tire easily at times. It then becomes necessary for you to go off by yourself to recharge your batteries.

Saturn is in 03 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.

Uranus is in 19 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 04 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 04 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 26 Degrees Aries.
You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!

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Tuesday, January 2
Posted by: Lainey
Time: 1:39:00 AM
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Argh how annoying.

There's this fly in my room and I can't shoo it out! It cleverly hides itself when I decided enough is enough. Seems like it has a pretty good brain (If flies do have brains) because...

It decides to lay low when I got up from my chair, waiting for it and wanting to smack it.

I waited...
It didn't come out, so I just assume it flew out of my door cuz I opened it just in case that bloody fly wants to go out. So I got back to my work. Within five minutes... It decides to disturb me again!

Rarh!!!!!

I opened my door again, tried to shoo it out and the stupid smart fly hides itself. Pffft I'm outsmarted by a mere fly.

Such an annoying insect.

Now I've gotta get back to work. In the meantime...

DIE FLY, DIEEEEEEEEE

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Currently in my final year in Chemical Engineering @University of Nottingham and then I'll say hi to the working world!